K .. Today is just another Friday, a tired Friday, but at least can sleep more tmr, a slightly more sleep than usual. CG for today !! Till now, I havent miss out any CG on Friday nite, at least not that I remember .. hehe. I guess Im still maintaining 100% CG attendance on Friday nite. Blaah . .haf to admit that CG is gals more than boys ... where is the others ?!? hahha .. really feel kinda weird when 1 guy there .. but neway .. I still like CG =D
Beloved CG leader shared bout last week Pastor's msg on What So Good About the Good News. A very good message, which preached on the Easter service, I still clearly remember the part when pastor mention bout renew ur faith like the eagle .. and be like the eagle that soar, not those chicken that spend lots of effort but lil result. Yeah .. not to forget, dun grumble and grumble ..
MeiYii came across to this point, when she mention bout .. something that God sworn that wont get angry at us .. and God wont care bout our past, God will surely forgive us. She asked that if anyone wanna share .. but no one did .. hehe .. I guess I will make my lil sharing in here.
Years back .. when I still not even a Chrsitian yet, and blah when I was around 12 or 13 years old .. I really really dun like Christianity, I mean .. I can really be the stage I laugh at them and ejek them to the max .. Then .. dun be supprise, my dad actually reported to police for some mistake I've made .. Yeah .. that is my dark past ..
Neway, the main point is, I accepted Christ at the year 1999 .. which is end of 1999. I still clearly remmeber the day I make the step, I raise my hand .. and I step out to the front .. I used to regret on those decision I make .. there is tons of times that come to this point .. I haf to scream " God where are u when I need u most !! " I duno wat am I doing that time .. but God teach me to be patient and stay put, Cried alone so many times, and keep all my thoughts to myself .. Years by years pass .. Finally .. everything is much much much more better .. I now understand, those hard times, is when I actually learn alot of things, and definitely teaches me not to give up so fast. God is just so wonderful.
Neway, the main point is, I accepted Christ at the year 1999 .. which is end of 1999. I still clearly remmeber the day I make the step, I raise my hand .. and I step out to the front .. I used to regret on those decision I make .. there is tons of times that come to this point .. I haf to scream " God where are u when I need u most !! " I duno wat am I doing that time .. but God teach me to be patient and stay put, Cried alone so many times, and keep all my thoughts to myself .. Years by years pass .. Finally .. everything is much much much more better .. I now understand, those hard times, is when I actually learn alot of things, and definitely teaches me not to give up so fast. God is just so wonderful.
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Back to home after CG, came across this blog which to my supprise, flooded wif some "words" and I guess the last time I used the word is before I broke up ..
Once I opened up the particular blog .. and whoa !! Couldnt believe my eyes, I mean .. yeah. I really wont believe that the person would use that much of those words appear in that blog. Neway .. I noe sometimes some ppl are irritating and annoying. But I guess .. U just haf to chill .. and take it easy and larf ur heads off at everything that happens. No point getting fire up rite ? =) To the person .. (No names mention pls) Just iggy whatever that happens, let it be when the things happens. When the much u try to deny it ... the much more ppl will spread wif it. The best is .. keep it normal, and when times comes.. ppl wil get bored wif it, and yeah .. everything will back to normal by then. =) so just chill k .. hope u feel much more better.
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I noe there times that some ppl in ur life that happens to be so irritating and is like trying ur patience day by day, week by weeks. Like I said ... I do haf tons of diff types of fren, I can simply rate them to -100% to 100%.
What else I never been thru ? I got backstab since I was young by the fren I thought is my best fren .. and is stil happens till now .. but the diff now is I believe that I able to look at da bright side. Some ppl are just like to fool around and teasing ppl .. haha Just like me .. But I guess definitely there is alwiz some person u think is weird .. and u think wat are they doing now is consider as too much .. and is driving u mad ..
Chill =) Relaaax ... hahaha .. dun take everything so serious .. ur day will be better alot. =)
:: Listening : Beatles : Strawberry Fields Forever ::
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